Let me, Please.

Kiss me so you won't kill me.
See me so I won't disappear.
Sleep with me so I will wake up.
Touch me so I won't forget.
I don't love you because you won't let me

August 13

Bought headbands, frozen yogurt, and hash browns that I really did not want to eat. 

We walked up a mountain.

The mountain I take the boys to. 

He tried catching a lizard.

He couldn't.

He says everyone is protective of me.

He says he wants to be a barback / police officer / air force pilot. 

We heard a wood pecker, and I thought about how small I was compared to the woods.

He asks why I left town and I can only say how sad I was to live there.

I thought about how lost and lonely he is. I thought about how lovely he is. 

There is a bracelet I bought in Mexico thinking of Ian.

I don't want to give it to him because that would mean goodbye.

I did like Ian

A lot.